Tuesday, April 21, 2026

Drive Us Out To Nowhere

 

And in my dreams we have time

The kind that doesn’t pass us by

We savor every second, it’s ancient between us, it lingers long after we leave and it’s fine that we believe, every microscopic lie that builds a house with no one inside. I wrap my arms around your body and plead with you to stay, never out loud but it’s in the rhythm when we sway

I’m practically family and you’re staying put, it’s all on the table, it’s said in every look

And I feel weak with fumes from the future 

I feel tortured by the past, the pages filled with words, diary entries and every old photo album 

Nothing came between us, it had all arrived long before us, I square up to take it all on and you tell me not to take so long

No sad songs and many other rules 

So many choices without the whole truth 

There’s no end in sight, and I wonder the most mediocre things, like will your sister come to know my name, but it escalates, can we stay sane? Can I stop time when we’re alone? Make believe, with no place to be, I’ll play with your hair if you drive towards the sea

Monday, April 13, 2026

Saturday, February 21, 2026

Winter Feels Endless

 Sit in a bed

I killed advice once again

Out on a raft and I wish u were here

I wish you a hearing, I wish you some ears

I can’t believe I’m leaving you alone

The darkness brews in the freezing cold

Take pointers from the lonely

A point so solemn it’s unfounded, with roots in ambition I lost as a kid

I fathom the escape but it’s bloody and I’m scared 

Weak and vulnerable 

Take today but save tomorrow 

I’m upside down on the porch in shorts 

Winter feels endless, you’ve been gone too long, and my ma left with you 

I’m a broken hibiscus 

Leaves so green like you’ve never seen

Veins run through, blood loss and a cub lost

it’s Wednesday already 

I’m dreading everything after I wake up 

A pendulum in my head, keeping time and leaving me for dead 

You talked about a hamster wheel and I knew we were alike

Kindred souls caught up in pain, it doesn’t subside it just remains 

I wish you well from 32 miles west 

I wish you well with my last breath

I’ll see your eyes again on a train or possibly in a pew

You said god is unknowable but I saw him there in you

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