Thursday, December 20, 2012
oh and you - i know what you've come back for. because every time i reprise the role of the phoenix you whisper that it's only the next time that will create that arc. finally i will manifest that true destiny that has been with me the entire time. only then will i see the light. and i haven't been scared of the dark this entire time, rather wishing myself out of it simply because i know that diligence has not paid off primarily in my lifetime. and i miss all that deserves missing, and at what cost. should i get down on my knees, create that visual aid towards what i feel. in my most honest moments i'm neither happy nor sad, just daring and taking aim at the repercussions. and that light to which you think i'm a guide, i'm not. more like a microscopic parasite feeding with your delight. and this isn't our divine comedy, as success rests in the eye of the beholder, failure rests within.