i swear i feel you watching me at work, i might be a bit disturbed. but listen, i don't mind, i feel those eyes, eying me down. watching me from afar, the horror of my sadness apparent with my head down staring at the brick wall - wishing i hit it after a free fall. and i bet you see it, and it hits me. this never happened. because if it had i wouldn't be writing this now, i'd have passed away, i mean i'm so choked up i'm barely breathing, and as this lifetime of mine unfolds, i consider all the times i've sold out. wonder can i fall in love again? yet again, a hundredth time, for old times sake, i wish we could recreate the high school business we got down to in my back seat, my back killed me the day after, but there's nothing to regret in laughter. and when i catch myself feeling sorry for the tear that you parted i recreate the happy days when our delicate love was caught up in the sands of time and the mammoth gaping hole you left that has brought me close to death wasn't here, but now i have that experience of the dire, i'm dying to require a stay of days for me to say whether or not i'll be able to keep stable during the before and after of a relationship bound disaster. it's just taking us for a spin.
there's people who just lost stuff of the utmost importance to them
and they can't move, so what's our excuse?