Sunday, April 5, 2009

A Lyre

haven't you ever felt so broken you just wanted to disappear?
or so lonely you wanna throw the towel in?
could happiness become extinct , or just die out?
you know what's weird? when i was really happy, like genuinely happy, i wanted to die because i figured what are the chances i'll die happy yanno.
i looked coldly into the eyes of friend/co-worker and told her happiness is a lie. and the sad part was i believed it, for at least that second. i have, through the workings of life decided that's the lie. i think i wanted to believe it because that would have meant i'm not a total failure - yet. it could have meant i might keep things lax for a while, and stopped feeling that pressure - which has for better or worse, become my motivation. so now that i've regained my stance on happiness what am i to do?

keep looking for it.

happiness is a 9 letter word. and it's the truth.


  1. yes I have been there...I know all about that. Read some of my earlier posts. Maybe we have more in common than you think. Do you believe in destiny?

  2. oh boy that's a heavy question. let me put it this way, i can believe that meeting someone is destined or doing a certain thing, but not like we have one destiny, open and shut case. cause that would be Wack, with a capital w.


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